solita otra vez
House is different without you
I know I told you i wouldnt cry, but i couldnt help...
All day I have been sad, and I am not telling you this because I wanted you
to feel sorry is just because I am sharing my feelings, since the beginning I knew this would happened, its like a cycle that just arrive to the end.
Everything is so different, I arrived early to home because I couldnt really stay at work,
I was so distracted and finally when I arrived, and I opened the door no body showed up, it was just the empty house and me again, everything was dark.
I threw my bag on the sofa and I when to the bed, and as soon as I noticed all the empty space in the room due that your baggages are not there anymore I started crying again..I folded my self like a ball on the bed and that's where I have been stayed most of the day, just there on the bed.
everything here smells like you, and every where I look at you are there, if i open the fridge your beer is there, your pickels, in the bathroom there is your shaving cream, in the bed room your sandals, in the living room your picture, every where, everything there you are, I can not scape from it, and I can not help crying.
Its fifteen minutes before 7 and my sitcom is about to start...and also its not going to be the same because I was used to watched while you where here, either me or you cooking. Tell me what can I do? I dont like to feel this way...and I dont want to go back to the sms and chat, I hate it, its not so real..what I am going to do at night, I was so used to go to sleep with you, and now I am all by my self again, no body to hold to or to hold me at night, simple no body here, no body there, no boyfriend anywhere....and me its all by her self again.
"Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you
and I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too...
I just wanna hold you close but so far all I have are dreams of you, so I wait for the day....
Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you
and I still cant believe that you came up to me and said I LOVE YOU "
